Let Me Go

We sometimes wonder

What if we let that person go?
What if we try to move one?
What if we try to start a new chapter?

I ask myself all these questions, when I realize that I trusted a wrong person, that I told that him my stories, that that person saw me at my worst situations.
That person chose not to help, he just was looking at me drowning in my own tears, laughing at myself when I failed.

That person kept mocking me for being weak, while he was pretending to be strong.
That person has two faces, innocent on the outside but evil on the inside, wouldn't miss a chance to hurt anybody with; His words, his actions, his bragging about material things.

Showing off with things he thought did matter, but in fact it made him look even pathetic. Wealth, fortune, family name all of it, seemed like an allusion in order to hide something, what was it? I never knew...

I searched for the truth, that person was playing his part really well, he knew what he was doing. That fake identity he created to fool everybody, worked even on me.

Luckily, I took sometime to think of all his actions, that person must be out of my life. I've been telling myself, that I should be surrounded with people who can be happy for me, who would do anything to be by my side.

Trust me, he's the perfect example, for a mediocre, pathetic human being, who only cares for himslef. It's sad to see that he thinks he's better than anybody else, which is not.

He still believes that he deserves happiness, but life is fair enough to get back at him whenever it has got the chance. He still prays to find love, but isn't that selfish for a person who makes his surroundings miserable, and still hopes to find love?

It's so IRONIC to even think, that he deserves a second chance, a chance to let him be in your life again, to hear your stories, or shares anything else with you.

If it's not too late, save yourself from falling in the trap, focus on you, you know you deserve better because you have a kind heart. You care for others, you think before you speak, before you act; afraid that you might hurt someone.

In life you end up winning not him, just wait...

Movie Review Time

Lately I watched a lot of movies that I believe are worth a recommondation!
So I'm going to list 6 movies; 3 Hollywood Movies, and 3 Bollywood Movies. A lot of poeple asked me for a review, and I'm doing it now, I'm sorry I was busy or I would have done it earlier.

1) The Girl On The Train:

This movie was inspired by the famous bestseller book " The Girl On The Train", the book got so famous so they had to do a movie. A lot of people didn't enjoy the movie as much as the book. But I loved it, Emily Blunt nailed the role of  Rachel. 

The story is about a main character "Rachel" whos a an alcoholic, which her addiction caused her divorce. Everyday, she takes a train to go to work in NYC, and she passes by her old house and she sees her ex-husband and his new wife. The plot in the movie is that a murder happens, and Rachel, her ex-husband and his wife get involved. 

This film in my opinion showed us how can addiction ruin your life (professional and emotional), it can cause many other problems too. I didn't read the book, but the movie was very intense and exciting. 

2) Eddie the Eagle: 

This movie was released in 2015 and I have never heard of it, so when I saw it on TV I was really impressed. It mainly talks about The story of Eddie Edwards, the notoriously tenacious British underdog ski jumper who charmed the world at the 1988 Winter Olympics.

Taron Burton who plays Eddie in the movie really nailed the role, he showed us what dedication can do, and if you're passionate about something you can do it. Even though, Hugh Jackman only did a supporting role, I enjoyed his performance in the movie.

3) American Pastoral:

Seymour Levov, going by the nickname of 'Swede' in the Jewish community he was born into, was even more of an all-American than Douglas Fairbanks himself.

Well-mannered, always bright, smiling and positive, conservative but with a liberal edge, what bad could ever happen to him? And yet...this was reckoning without fate and its obnoxious irony, Swede and Dawn's nemesis manifesting itself in the person of Merry, their beloved daughter who in her teens unexpectedly turned into a violent activist.

Ewan MCGregor nailed the role as the caring father, who will do anything for his daughter even though she's adopted. He ignored the fact that, she was involved in an explotion, he still wanted to protect her no matter what. I felt so bad for him, to see him cry... As for Dakota Fanning, I didn't feel like her role was necessary in the movie, most scenes featured her father, and she only appeared in a few scenes that's it.

1) Bala:

I already gave this movie a good review on instagram, and I explained how much it critisized indian society, The storyline follows a young man " Gauraf Rawat" played by Ayushmann Khurrana, who suffers from premature baldness and the way he copes with the situation. 

Revolving around his everyday struggle due to hair loss, the film also explores Bala's relationship with the two women in his life, played by Yami Gautam and Bhumi Pednekar.

Ayushmann nailed the role, he showed us how a flaw can destroy your life in every way possible, how the society cannot accept others for their difference. This movie is a combination of romance, comedy and criticism. 

2) Motichoor Chaknachoor:

I've never heard of this movie, because I didn't see any promotions. But when I saw the song "Crazy Lagdi" I wanted to see it immediatly. So this movie talks about, "Anita Awashti" played by Athiya Shetty whos dream is to settle abroad after getting married. It didn't matter to her who, but where she's going to settle after so she rejected many proposals.

Her neighbor Pushpinder Tyagi a 36 year old man , whorks in Dubai is still looking for a wife. So Anny thought he's a great catch and they marry ecah other, but he found out the reason she married him, and the problems begin.

I have never considered Athiya as a serious actress until I saw this movie, she nailed the role ( A bubbly girl, whos pretty confident and sure of her choices) 

3) Article 15:

In the rural heartlands of India, an upright police officer sets out on a crusade against violent caste-based crimes and discrimination.

The case in the movie happens in the Indian community everyday, but the only exception is the officer "Ayan Ranjan" played by Ayushumann Khurrana he's the only courageous and searches for the truth . The rape and murder of the two girls, is a horrible incident spoken about in social media. I'm not going to spoil the movie, cause it's very intense, but it's so good you must watch it .

I hope you watch all of these movie and tell me what do you think about them.