We sometimes wonder
What if we let that person go?
What if we try to move one?
What if we try to start a new chapter?
I ask myself all these questions, when I realize that I trusted a wrong person, that I told that him my stories, that that person saw me at my worst situations.
That person chose not to help, he just was looking at me drowning in my own tears, laughing at myself when I failed.
That person kept mocking me for being weak, while he was pretending to be strong.
That person has two faces, innocent on the outside but evil on the inside, wouldn't miss a chance to hurt anybody with; His words, his actions, his bragging about material things.
Showing off with things he thought did matter, but in fact it made him look even pathetic. Wealth, fortune, family name all of it, seemed like an allusion in order to hide something, what was it? I never knew...
I searched for the truth, that person was playing his part really well, he knew what he was doing. That fake identity he created to fool everybody, worked even on me.
Luckily, I took sometime to think of all his actions, that person must be out of my life. I've been telling myself, that I should be surrounded with people who can be happy for me, who would do anything to be by my side.
Trust me, he's the perfect example, for a mediocre, pathetic human being, who only cares for himslef. It's sad to see that he thinks he's better than anybody else, which is not.
He still believes that he deserves happiness, but life is fair enough to get back at him whenever it has got the chance. He still prays to find love, but isn't that selfish for a person who makes his surroundings miserable, and still hopes to find love?
It's so IRONIC to even think, that he deserves a second chance, a chance to let him be in your life again, to hear your stories, or shares anything else with you.
If it's not too late, save yourself from falling in the trap, focus on you, you know you deserve better because you have a kind heart. You care for others, you think before you speak, before you act; afraid that you might hurt someone.
In life you end up winning not him, just wait...
What if we let that person go?
What if we try to move one?
What if we try to start a new chapter?
I ask myself all these questions, when I realize that I trusted a wrong person, that I told that him my stories, that that person saw me at my worst situations.
That person chose not to help, he just was looking at me drowning in my own tears, laughing at myself when I failed.
That person kept mocking me for being weak, while he was pretending to be strong.
That person has two faces, innocent on the outside but evil on the inside, wouldn't miss a chance to hurt anybody with; His words, his actions, his bragging about material things.
Showing off with things he thought did matter, but in fact it made him look even pathetic. Wealth, fortune, family name all of it, seemed like an allusion in order to hide something, what was it? I never knew...
I searched for the truth, that person was playing his part really well, he knew what he was doing. That fake identity he created to fool everybody, worked even on me.
Luckily, I took sometime to think of all his actions, that person must be out of my life. I've been telling myself, that I should be surrounded with people who can be happy for me, who would do anything to be by my side.
Trust me, he's the perfect example, for a mediocre, pathetic human being, who only cares for himslef. It's sad to see that he thinks he's better than anybody else, which is not.
He still believes that he deserves happiness, but life is fair enough to get back at him whenever it has got the chance. He still prays to find love, but isn't that selfish for a person who makes his surroundings miserable, and still hopes to find love?
It's so IRONIC to even think, that he deserves a second chance, a chance to let him be in your life again, to hear your stories, or shares anything else with you.
If it's not too late, save yourself from falling in the trap, focus on you, you know you deserve better because you have a kind heart. You care for others, you think before you speak, before you act; afraid that you might hurt someone.
In life you end up winning not him, just wait...
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