Toxic

I don't know how to begin this blog, but when life becomes too much you have to let it out so you can feel much better.

In my life I have never thought being friendly with people could lead to a lot of problems, overtrusting them, overtelling them everything about you and mostly overspending time with them.
Despite the fact of being friendly with people, they don't miss a chance of hurting you over and over again.You say why? It's simple, they absorb your kindness and trun it into something evil or whatever the hell it is.

Sadly, you try to protect yourself to not fall in the trap again, so you become overprotective of yourself, you don't trust people the way you used to. It feels good at first, but then you realize that you over did it, and there's no one beside you to talk to, or a shoulder to cry on. You start in someway blaming yourself, and then you take a look at the past and how you chose not to get hurt again.
However, choosing to be distant and alone will never be a good choice, you can never lock yourself in your little shell forever.

Instead of playing the losing card, be the winner! Make your rules, study poeple, set up your goals...
Yes you got hurt and yes admit it, it's not a sin neither your fault, only weak people who give up too soon and quit everything. When in reality, there are other poeple wo reached their hands to help, but you were too ignorant to even notice...